My grandmother turned 90 this year. Last Christmas, I took some of her old pictures and some stories she had written in a notebook between 2003 and 2006 and made a hardbound book for her using Blurb.com. Here’s the text from the stories.

My Life, and Some of the Things Dad Told Me About

by Phydalis Emma (King) Walraven

Born March 26, 1918 to Stella (Bassett) King and Ernest R. King. Baptized at St. Joseph’s Church. The rest of my life I have been a member of St John’s. Made my First Communion and was confirmed there. In September of 1936, the first day of September, also at St. John’s, Charles Walraven son of Anne and Anthony Walraven and I Phydalis King were married. We were blessed with six children:

Kenneth — October 23, 1937
John — December 5, 1939
Nancy — August 23, 1942
Lynda — July 7, 1944
Ilene — November 12, 1951
Luann — March 7, 1955

. . .

Now back to my childhood. We lived with my Grandparents Peter and Mary (Rickard) King. When I was two, Mom and Dad bought the farm, forty-five acres that my grandpa homesteaded when he came here from Canada. He built a fourteen-room house. Dad, Mom, and I lived in the back of the house and they lived in the front of the house. There was a stairway that went up from the back and the front.

I don’t know where my grandparents went to live after a July 5, 1920 chimney fire that destroyed the house. I don’t remember any more until four or five of living in the new house Dad built.

I remember of telling an old gentleman where the King place was as I was walking home from school and I told him “in that tar paper house.” When I got home he was there talking to Dad I learned he was the township supervisor.

I don’t remember what was on the sides of the house or when he finished it. I helped him put on the tile roof. He finished the house by the time I was sixteen. He built a beautiful stone fireplace in the living room. He took the wall out between the old living room and bedroom and made a beautiful big room. Then they had a fire and lost everything again (electrical fire).

My Grandpa King had planted a big orchard so there were all kinds of apples and pears and also a grape arbor. Back then everyone made wine and cider.

We also raised our own pork and beef, also had chickens for eggs and eating and cows for milk and butter.

When I was growing up my Grandfather Bassett would bring a big black suitcase filled with fireworks. Gramp was a diver and was away from home a lot. He put cables up the river deep so boats wouldn’t hit them. He drowned when I was twelve. It was a bad year.

In April 1934, Grandpa King was living with us when he passed away. In July Grandpa Bassett drowned, in August Grandma Bassett died, and in November my Great Grandma Willett died. I lost all my grands in six months. My Grandma King died when I was about five or six, I remember her though. She had breast cancer. After she passed on Grandpa mostly lived with us.

My Grandma Bassett and Aunt Cora came and stayed at our house in the summer to help Mom cook. We always had a couple of hired hands then. Grandma Bassett being an invalid since she was 36, I was with her a lot. She taught me just about any card game you could think of.

I went to Raby School. I graduated in June 1933. When I was twelve they paved Center Avenue so at recess at noon we would sit by the fence and watch. All that was where I decided I was going to marry Dad. It was six years later but it came true. Our corner was the gathering place. The kids on the south side of the road (22nd) went to Portsmouth School on Cass & Knight Road. We were on the north so we went to Raby on Center & Knight Road. That was when I first met Dad. He and Marv would come down and play cards with Charlotte and me.

I didn’t see him as much being two years older than I was he started high school. But when I started high school there were no buses. I rode to school with him and Aunt Jean. We started going to basketball games and that was it until we decided to set the date. I remember one night he walked down and I decided if he didn’t kiss me good night I was going to kiss him, and I did. His eyes got the most surprised look like a little boy getting caught in the cookie jar.

Charles’ dad bought a Model A Ford to drive to school and it also was for Marv to drive too. So Dad bought a Model T Ford Coupe. He took the wheels off an old Buick and put them on the T.

When we were in it, it was like being in a big truck, you could see over all the cars ahead of us. To keep it running all the you needed was gas, a couple of coils, some wire, and a pair of pliers. We could drive up to Rose City and back with it. Grandma Walraven would pack a lunch for us. We didn’t have much money back then.

Sometimes Dad would have a nickel and I would hunt up five pennies for big double dip ice cream cones. When we were dating Wenona Beach was the place to go. There was a ballroom where name bands played. A big building was where you could roller skate to music.

There was a rickety old Jack Rabbit and merry-go-round, arcades, and booths. The Fourth of July with fireworks, it was the place to go.

. . .

These are some things about your Dad. When they lived in Essexville, “they” were called Walraven’s Angels (Charles and Marv), they were always into something. One Easter Sunday they both had new suits. They lived across from the sugar factory and knew every part of it. (Grandpa worked there.) That Sunday after Church they went over there. It was pretty dark where they were but they knew where the plank was across the three foot open space between walls, but somebody moved it and they fell in there, new suits were full of soot. I can just hear Grandma Walraven when she saw them. Back then things were pretty bad not much money, and one of his friends had a big family, so when the coal cars came into the sugar factory they would climb up on the cards and throw coal down. Then they would all help pick it up and take to their friend’s place.

Every Saturday Dad and Marv caught the trolley car to the movies. It was in the building that Mill End is in. It was before the talkies so dad would read and tell Marv what was being said. People would holler at him to shut up.

The kids all swam in the river. Back then the raw sewage ran into the river. Dad always laughed when telling me they had to push the turds away to swim.

. . .

Dad graduated in 1934. I went to high school two years and I hated it. For Christmas of 1935 he gave me my first ring. It wasn’t very big but it sure sparkled. We set the date then September 1, 1936. Mom made me a beautiful wedding dress.

Charlotte had just come down with TB. We couldn’t decide on a hat or a veil. But I had my First Communion veil Grandma Bassett had hemmed by hand. And with a headband it was really nice.

. . .

Charles and I bought the twenty-acre farm across from my Dad’s place. We moved in the day before Thanksgiving. It was so nice to have our own place. The house was new but it was not finished inside. There was only one piece of sheet rock in the corner of the kitchen. The chimney was in the corner by it.

We covered the walls with heavy building paper. The kitchen, the bath, and in between the bedroom. We had a big wood stove for heat, a kerosene stove to cook on, a kitchen cabinet the shelf pulled out, and table and chairs new that Grandpa and Grandma Walraven gave us for a shower present.

For a wedding present they gave us a bed and dresser. We were in heaven.

We lived there seven and a half years. April 9, 1944 we moved to our place on Borton. It was quite a change, there were no cupboards, bathroom, or water in the house. There was a dug well with a pump.

Dad checked it out and had to clean it out, it had frogs and worms in it. Then he hauled some water in it until it rained then it would fill up. We got a well driller and soon had water in the house.

There was a sink but Joe Badaire’s sister was trying to take it out and her brother told her that went with the house. She also took the mailbox. Joe made her bring that back. It was so funny, she sneaked by the side porch and left it and ran back to the car.

We went to the lumber yard and bought two door upper cupboards and the lower had two doors and two drawers. It was a long room but only eight and a half feet wide. You had to walk a ways to get from stove to refrigerators and back to the sink or cupboard. The tables was in the center with one light bulb in the ceiling, it wasn’t very bright. Also the linoleum was gray, the wainscoting was gray, and two narrow windows.

The yard was mostly brush from the driveway to the front of the house. So I cut brush for a week. Dad was working at Dow’s.

There was no way to drain the field so we had a ditch dug along the east side for 80 rods. The corner on the back ten acres was sort of a creek bed, it had cattails, water with ducks in it, and lots of stones. One stone was so big Dad used TNT to break it so we could get it out.

Then we hired King Herman to clear it. He had a big single Prairie plow to go deep and break up all the brush.

The next year we did some tiling. We couldn’t afford all of it in one year. We had to place all the tile in rows “no wonder my arms are so long.” We would take two tile in each hand off the wagon. But we had unloaded them from the truck that brought them, then we had to reload them on the wagon. So they were handled many times. We tiled about four times, all cement tile.

In 1948 we remodeled. It had two hip roofs on the sides. We cut it down in four pieces and took the entire top off by putting up a jim pole and using the tractor and chains lifted each piece down to the ground. Had a lot of wood for the furnace. I sure pulled a lot of nails, a five-gallon pail full. My Dad and I did most of the work. Charles was still working at Dow’s. One night when we had the roof almost done and tarp over the rest, we got a real bad wind in the middle of the night. Dad was up on the roof putting some planks on the tarp, we were afraid it was going to take the whole roof off. It was the fall of 1947 we started. It was quite a job, had to put out bags of straw in between the eaves to keep out the cold. We had dug out a 14 by 24 basement for our bedroom, the entrance to the house and down the basement, and kitchen. We then got the drywall up. The first night we slept in our new bedroom it must have been about 30 degrees in there. We finished in August 1948 we plastered. It was so cold and damp that week that Dad and I slept on the springs and mattress on the kitchen floor. Dad had such a cold and going to market not getting enough sleep I thought he was going to have pneumonia. But we all survived. The next summer we put in the cupboards and covered the wood floor.

. . .

Dad and I accomplished a lot in 44 years of farming.

The first ten to fifteen years we always had a horse and a cow and chickens and pigs. When we were farming our first twenty acres we always had old nags, we couldn’t afford and young teams were not for us.

We had one old white horse that I used to pull a spike drag over the potato rows before they came up to knock out the small weeds. We couldn’t afford new harness so the blinders to keep them from looking to the side or back were in very bad shape. The blinder on the right side hung down and she could see me. She would slow down, so I had a stick with a three-foot clothesline rope. All I had to do was hold it up and twirl it in the air and boy did we ever speed up.

For quite a number of years I canned about 1,000 quarts of tomatoes, peaches, plums, and assorted relishes, also jams and jelly. We never were hungry. Had to stretch our money until the next year.

In 1953 we bought 80 acres of hunting ground in Gladwin, put up a cabin and built a fireplace. Sold it before Dad passed on.

We garden farmed until 1956 when we bought the Pinconning farm from Uncle Fred and Aunt Cora. The man that owned the ground before them raised sheep so every ten acres has fences around it. So we had steel posts and rolls of fence to take down. Then we went through the same thing with the tile again. About four or five more times put in tile. When we retired we rented it to Sonny Vermeesch. Then we had a pond dug and well drilled to fill the pond so he could irrigate. We started raising potatoes and it was too hard to bring the machinery back and forth so we rented out the farm on Borton.

In 1956 we bought four lots on South Dease Lake near Hale, and built the first cottage on lot 1.

In about 1974 we built the last cottage on side of hill. Had a full basement, it was a 24 foot by 24 foot chalet with an eight and a half foot wide porch the entire width with a bedroom above it. One large bedroom at the other end upstairs. Bath, bedroom, kitchen and dining area, and living room on first floor. I sold it two years after Dad died. Being built in the side of the hill it was 30 feet up to the room above the porch.

In 1978 we built the new house where the old school stood on Borton. When they closed the school the land reverted to us and that is where we built.

After 44 years we retired. Then Dad had his big surgery but came through it good and we had a chance to do some traveling, eight and a half years. Our trips with Jake and Arlene were wonderful.

In January 1994 Dad learned he had cancer. He lived until May 14.

In April 6, 2001 moved to Reese. I bought a very nice condo.

The year before I moved I had double bypass, two weeks later had a blood clot. I ended up as a heart attack and cardiac arrest. They used paddles to start my heart and here I am today. It is now October 11, 2003.

. . .

Lynda asked me what my favorite flower was. I started to laugh because Dad always kidded me about “licking lilacs.” There was an old fallen-down house on the way up to the cottage. It must have been for a long time, it was surrounded with bushes because you could only see a few boards. They were so pretty.

Originally written January 4, 2004 @ 8:30 p.m.

The other night I was standing in my living room eating Swedish fish and pondering life in a post-Buffy universe when it struck me that I am, for once in my life, very alone in the world.

Being alone doesn’t bother me as much as it might bother some people: I am an introvert. I often thrive on being alone. I don’t mind spending long stretches just reading a book or noodling around on some project around the house. That’s not to say I’m antisocial. I like to talk to people and hear about their lives, to go out and participate in the clockwork business of the world, and so on. But I don’t crave constant sociality like some people; I need extended time away in the private, quiet sphere to process and recuperate. I would last longer than most on a desert isle.

Nevertheless, I felt a certain despair at my realization of loneliness. It’s not that I don’t have friends, and it’s not that there aren’t people looking out for me. I actually have a great relationship with my parents, for example, something of an anomaly among people my age. But they and my closest friends are all at distances measured by states, not towns. It’s different, too, from when I lived in Europe, because even though the distances then were continents, I knew it was temporary. Now I’m moving on with the living of life — and so is everyone else — and there’s really no telling when I’ll be close to the people who really matter most, except at the kinds of holidays when one eats turkey. Of course we keep in touch; it’s so effortless in a modern world of cell phones and email.

It’s not loneliness, precisely. It’s being alone in a sort of grand, macroscopic sense. What I really am lacking is the kind of relationship where I’m attached at the hip with another person. I have no best friend. Or rather, I have a best friend (or two or three), but not one who is here, to whom I can turn at the end of every day for comfortable conversation, with whom I can spend the banal moments of life. There’s no one I automatically expect to hang out with when Friday night rolls around.

Maybe I’ve been spoiled. Maybe not very many people are so lucky as to have such a person, such a relationship, whereas I have had several, and am only now sent forth into this desert world where the shifting sands leave nothing certain, not even Friday night plans.

It’s hard to believe it’s been six years since I moved to Pittsburgh. I am grateful and humbled to have found some life friends here, and a city I love.

I originally wrote this to pitch as a magazine article last year, then never really did anything with it. Seems apropos for this time of year on the blog.

There are relatively few occasions any more that call for putting a card in an envelope, stamping it, and writing out an address. With the ubiquity of email, instant messaging, and other communications technology, it seems like the only things that come in the snail mail are bills and junk — that is, except for fancy invitations and holiday cards. These celebrations call for something a little old-fashioned and formal, and a card in the mail is just the thing.

But while you’ll probably send out to the pros — a print shop or a calligrapher — for your commitment ceremony invites and the like, most of us will be sending our own cards this Christmas, Hanukah, Festivus, or whatever holidays you’re choosing to celebrate. You’ll have fun going to the store to pick out cute little cards with snowmen, or something with a dirty picture on the front, or some sassy stationery. You’ll scrawl a little note, or send a newsletter that extensively details your life over the last year, or just write “Happy Holidays,” whatever is your personal style. You’ll put it in an envelope to send to friends and family, and then — well, what goes on the envelope is where the problems start.

Do you know how to write out an address properly? You might consult a style guide for a little direction, but consider this your warning: Miss Manners may not be entirely up to speed on modern gay life. Problem is, these style guides were written with 1952 in mind. Nice young ladies and gentlemen lived at home with their parents until they married someone of the opposite sex and moved out on their own.

“Mr. and Mrs. John Doe,” is all well and good for your married, straight friends, but it doesn’t begin to cover all the possibilities. Sure, there’s some advice for handling wives who didn’t take their husbands’ last names, and even for the cohabiting, unmarried straights. But what do you do with your married gay friends in Massachusetts? The husband’s name comes first, but when there are two husbands — well, what then?

What about domestic partners or the “civilly unioned”? It seems unfair to treat them as mere cohabiters simply because they can’t technically be married. And no doubt somewhere on your address list there’s the real problem family — the four-way lesbian commune, the master and his slave, or the transgendered F2M and her/his ex-husband who are now back together as life partners.

Pondering all this might be enough to make you inclined put the cards back on the shelf and skip the exercise entirely. But don’t give up hope. Remember that the point of the holiday spirit is to connect with friends and family, so don’t sweat the etiquette — just do what seems right. Getting that card in the mail from you is sure to brighten someone’s season.

From us to your family, however you address yourselves — Happy Holidays.

My dad is a carpenter. He’s been doing it for a long time.

Most of the things I know about building stuff come from him, and my grandfather. And, I’ve read a fair number of books and magazine articles and watched plenty of episodes of This Old House and whatnot.

I’m a pretty handy guy, and a pretty intelligent one, too. But inevitably, when it comes to building something, it takes me at least twice as long as it would for my dad. Most of that time goes into planning — I have to plan everything out, really carefully, before I go ahead and do it. (”Measure twice, cut once” and all that.)

Of course, this is no big surprise; he’s been at it for far longer than I have. But exactly why this is, what it is that he does or knows that I don’t, took me a long time to figure out. It’s not that he doesn’t plan ahead — of course he does; he has to. I get that from him. It’s that, unlike me, he has enough experience to know how to proceed in a way that he can make adjustments on the fly. He doesn’t have to plan everything out completely. He has to plan just enough, in just the right way so the next bit can adjust for what wasn’t quite right in this one.

This applies to making all kinds of things. With my mom, when she helped me re-cover my couch. She’ll freely admit she’s no master reupholsterer, but she’s done it far more often than I have. I would have had to plan for hours to get it all right. She just made a few measurements, started cutting up fabric, and forged ahead. She said, “Don’t backstitch at the ends of the seams in case we decide to rip them out and do it differently.”

I find this when I’m helping people cook. I’m a fair cook and so are some of my friends, but there are others who are afraid to chop vegetables or boil water. They’re paranoid about recipes and following things to the exact letter, and stress out when something isn’t explained to death. After you’ve cooked for a while like I have, though, you learn to adapt. Don’t have some particular ingredient? No biggie, we’ll subsitute something. Or maybe it’s not really vital to the dish at all. But without experience, these things are really hard to know.

It’s really humbling to work alongside someone who really knows what they’re doing. Their experience is crucial. Reading about how to do something, imagining how to do it, planning out how it will be done — these are all helpful to the novice, but they are no substitute, in any quantity, for the experience. There is a qualitative distinction between the two.

I haven’t written in a loooong time. Mostly because I don’t really know what to write about here any more.

This blog used to be a lot about libraries and other information-y topics. But I’m no longer in library school, I don’t work in a library, and I blog about the things I do professionally (web analytics) at my company blog.

So I’ve sort of been stuck, unsure what to do with this space. A redesign is tempting, but that’s really just a way to play with PHP templates instead of actually producing something. Lots of changes have also happened for me over the last few months, which is something in the way of an excuse for not writing. I’ve been in the same kind of place Merlin Mann describes about his blog. And, in his terminology, I need to give myself permission to “drive around the buffalo” — that is, just forget about what it’s all “supposed” to be and start writing stuff.

So that’s what I’m going to do. What will I post here? I’m not sure. Essays, fiction, I’ve got some stuff that could go here, just hasn’t because it didn’t seem to fit right. But, to hell with “fit.” I’m just going to do it and see what happens.

More soon.

It’s been a looooong time since I’ve blogged, and I’m finally dusting this thing off and getting back to it.

Lots of changes have happened. Most notably, I’ve changed jobs. Formerly doing information architecture and content management consulting, I’ve sidestepped fields slightly into web analytics at another consulting firm, LunaMetrics, also here in Pittsburgh.

Web analytics is all about measuring what people are actually doing on websites. You can’t create a good site without relying on information architecture best practices (my old role), but you also don’t really know a site is working as well as it could or should without measurement and experimentation (my new one). My role is again a mix of technical and business knowledge. I have to be able to tweak JavaScript tracking code, but I also need to be able to elicit the goals of a website and interpret the analytics to understand what that means to the business behind it. And, I get to play with numbers, which is fun (I was a math major, after all).

So far, I’m very excited. I like learning new stuff, so I’ve been immersed in web analytics blogs and books, and learning Google Analytics (GA), since we’re a GA Authorized Consultant. Last week we did a one-day training in NYC for about 70 people, where I got to speak about creating a data-driven culture at your company. (The challenges of changing company cultures I am all too familiar with from my previous work.)

So I’m sure you’ll hear more on this blog about web analytics. I also am far, far behind on a post I started writing ages ago about mashups, which I’ll be finishing soon, and I have a handful of other things I’m itching to write about too. It’s been a long dry spell of blogging, but I’m back. Hmm… this place could probably use a redesign, too…

Jessamyn tagged me with the (seemingly totally unavoidable) “5 things you don’t know about me” meme. I really hate bloggy, email-y, chain-letter-y things… but who can say no to Jessamyn? So, with no further delay:

1. I am familiar with more than half the seasons of the Real World, though I’m not watching The Real World: Denver (this season) because I don’t have MTV any more. I have also had other guilty addictions to reality TV, although currently there’s only Wife Swap. (Watch it. It’s about developing understanding across classes and cultures. Or something. Really.)
2. Someday, I want to design and build my own house. Other things I would like to build: a boat. A big wooden one, with sails.
3. I have never broken a bone. (None of mine, and no one else’s either. Except turkey wishbones at Thanksgiving.)
4. I sometimes burst into song when I’m home alone. Loudly, and with feeling. This time of year, mostly Bing Crosby tunes. The cat thinks I’m a little nuts, but I don’t mind.
5. If I had been a girl, my parents were going to name me Amanda.

I hate to pass this on, but I’m sure if I don’t a tree will fall on my car or I will be forced to surrender my firstborn child to a mysterious dwarf. Or something. So, in honor of Time magazine’s person of the year, I tag… YOU. Enjoy.

I realized I’ve never really talked much about what I do and where I work on this blog.

I’m an Information Architect* at a consulting firm in Pittsburgh that employs about 20 people. Our specialty is streamlining business processes that involve information, including things like policies and procedures, product documentation, and portal design. The company has been around since 1989, when it started as a technical writing firm. In the 90’s with the advent of knowledge management, the company got involved with wider issues around organizing information, such as portals and intranets.

I’ve worked here since 2003, and my job duties involve all parts of the information life cycle. On some projects, I’m essentially a technical writer: I gather source materials, interview subject matter experts, and write documents like procedures or user manuals. I’m also the “techie guy”, and much of my work involves designing efficient publishing processes that can take advantage of reusable information and publish it in many formats. Much of our documentation is based on XML formats that can be flexibly repurposed into, e.g., a print manual, online help, training slides, web-based interactive training, and so on. And finally, we help businesses organize and manage all this information as well, helping them understand their needs for content management systems, portals, intranets, etc., and how to integrate those tools into their ways of doing business.

So that’s what I do. It takes a broad range of skills, from technical writing, to indexing and classification, to thinking about usability and accessibility, to markup and scripting, to systems administration. I can’t say I’m especially good at many of those, but I muddle through somehow.

*I’m still not sure I really know what that means, but it looks pretty on my business card.

There’s currently a lot of discussion about techie women in librarianship (which now has far too long a string of episodes for me to sort out and link here, but somebody should collect them all together in some appropriate spot: Lazyweb?). Kudos to Karen Schneider for her recent post on LGBT librarians. I’ve felt some kinship in the discussion of women in technology librarianship, but I didn’t really feel I had enough library experience to talk about it coherently. Karen’s done a good job pointing out the similarities and differences in relating to the techie library world being LGBT vs. being a woman or of color (namely, it’s pretty obvious that someone is a woman, but LGBT-ness isn’t very visible). She doesn’t really have any answers, and I don’t either, but her observations are good.

I noticed this myself about a year or so ago, but someone else just brought it to my attention again. I am, apparently, a character in some kind of Christian thriller:

Jonathan Weber, Harvard professor and biblical scholar, is looking forward to a sabbatical year on an archaeological dig in Israel. But a spectacular discovery-a skeleton almost 2,000 years old!-will either shed light on the life of Jesus Christ or be the death rattle of the Christian faith. Meanwhile, Weber’s interest in Shannon Jennings, daughter of the dig’s director, proves to be an exciting complication.

Delving into the worlds of science, archeology, politics, and religion, this fast-paced thriller explores the tension between doubt and faith and one man’s determination to find the truth-no matter what the cost.